SJ. Filipina. 16. Civil Engineering Student.
I’m a simple girl who lives a simple life. I do not talk often but my mind’s full of thoughts and ideas I do not usually share. I do not know anything. Don’t expect too much.
I don’t like sweets but I love all cookies ‘n’ cream flavored goods. I love sunset and clear dark blue starry sky with full moon. I love mellow music. I hate noise. I want silence. I hate bitterness. All I want is sweetness. I don’t like hate. I want love.

11th April 2012

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Have you ever felt?

itsviviangurrrl:

Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.

Tagged: i know how it feelshell yeah

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10th April 2012

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10th April 2012

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10th April 2012

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Please tell me to stay..

 ’cause my mind tells me to move on now because it seems that waiting for you is getting nonsense. Huhu. You know how I love you so much but then, there is this thing that says I have to go for my own good. Will you do something whenever you have read this? Or you will just let it and go with the flow? I guess they were right.  We’re still young for this.. that we’re both not yet ready.. that.. that you still.. naaah. Oh, gosh. I’m crazy.

Off to bed. *sigh* is this i love you goodbye?

Tagged: akoatsiyalovelife ko walang kwentatangina

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10th April 2012

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Waning Gibbous Moon at my window.

Yesterday morning, at 6:00, was my flight to Legazpi City. I am seating at 21F, next to the window. We were 25,000 feet above the ground when I noticed the waning gibbous moon next to my window. I stared at it for a few minutes until I got out of sight of it.  Looking at the moon made me remember a lot of things. I remembered my first heart break, my lost friends, my best friend that’s just a friend now, and the memories of the past. I just remembered how I cried for so many nights longing for their love. I remembered how I’ve been so fool about them. I remembered how I’ve been stupid when it comes to them. I remembered those words that little by little swallowed by whole being. I remembered how they made me feel that I’m alone, that I’m just nothing to them, that they don’t care about me. But then I realized, I should start walking away from them now. I should have build my own road then. The day will come that I will learn to forget how they made me feel, but they will always remain in my heart for they’ve been a part of it at least once in a while.

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10th April 2012

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All I want is a liberated world..

where people will accept you no matter who you are..

where people will accept you whatever your past is..

where people will accept you whatever your economic status is..

where people will accept you no matter where you live..

where people will accept you no matter what you are doing in your life..

where people will accept you no matter who your friends are..

where people will accept you no matter where school you go or whatever your work is..

where people will accept you no matter if your hair is straight or curl..

where people will accept you no matter if you’re rich or poor..

where people will accept you no matter what your skin tone is..

where people will accept you no matter if you’re disabled or not..

where people will accept who you are going to love..

where people will always think for the good of the needy..

where people won’t get tired in understanding you..

where people won’t judge you..

where people will keep on understanding what you are doing..

where people won’t get tired in helping you..

where people won’t confuse your feelings..

where people won’t trespass your happiness..

where people are free from being judged..

where there is freedom..


We have so much to change.. where we will start it within ourselves.

Tagged: What I want.thoughtsPlease give it to me.Happiness and freedom.

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6th April 2012

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Even true love fades..

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5th April 2012

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Graduate na ko :D

ang tagal ko rin palang hindi nakapag blog. hehe. busy e. sorry naman xD

kagabi, April 4, 2012 6pm-8:30pm, naganap ang graduation namin sa High School. wee! :) pero hindi ko siya feel. e kasi naman, 3 weeks naming prinactice. parang wala na tuloy yung interes ko. he! :D ayun.

dumating ako sa school ng saktong 6pm. hahaha. badtrip kasi yung tricycle driver. umikot pa. late tuloy ako -____- muntik nang hindi makasama sa processional. fail lang yung sabay sabay na pag upo namin. nakalimutan ata nila. haha. pressured. lol. ang dami ring late. haha. pero sige lang, salpak. masaya naman e xD basta, ang dami lang fail sa ceremony. e ang ganda naman ng performance namin sa practice. haha. may mga hindi lang talaga inaasahang pangyayari ang dadating sa mga nakasanayang gawin. ayun, tapos nung bigayan na ng special awards. nung best in science na (meron ako. hehe.) nasa stage na kami natatawa ako kila merlyn. kaming dalawa na lang kasi ni kristian yung nakatayo sa harapan, yung dalawa naming kasama, kinuha yung medal nila kaya umatras, lol. tapos ayun. nung service award na (meron din ako nun. hehe.) kinausap ko si mer. sabi ko kinakabahan ako. hahaha. sabi niya naiiyak na daw ako. e hindi naman. teary-eyed na daw ako. e parang hindi naman. tapos sabi niya, sabi daw nila dun sa upuan, “hala, iiyak na. panyo! panyo!” hahaha. lol. hindi naman e xD tapos ayun, naiilang ako sa tuwing bababa ako ng stage at babalik sa upuan. kasi, nadadaanan ko yung parents ni ghecka. e nakakahiya. lol. haha. pati sila, alam na nag-away kami xD nakakailang at nakakahiya tuloy. tapos, nagkakapaan lahat. haha. sa bawat igagalaw, nagkakapaan. hehe. ayun, nakakatuwa lang.

nung nagspeech na si raiza, yung valedictorian namin, sobrang kinakabahan ata siya. ayun, naiiyak siya habang nagdedeliver ng speech. yung batchmates ko rin umiyak. e ako? nagteary-eye lang. kinontrol ko kasi. nung tinanong nga ako nung katabi ko sa gratitude song na performance kung umiyak daw ako, ang sinabi ko sa kanya, “hindi. kinontrol ko e. after all those times i’ve been crying everyday and every night? that’s what i’ve learned.” nakakatouch at nakakaiyak nga naman talaga yung speech niya e. kaya lang, di ko alam kung bakit hindi pumatak ang luha mula sa mga mata ko. maliban sa pagkontrol nito, parang may iba akong nasa isip sa mga panahon na yun. siguro kasi, maraming tao. hindi ko lang talaga alam kung bakit.

may balak pang gumawa ng eksena ang girls sa batch namin after naming kumanta ng gratitude song. sabi nila, group hug daw. e nagsibabaan na. e kasi nga naman, solemn nga daw -_____- sauce!

natapos na yung grad. napatingin ako kay kristian. nakita ko rin siyang napatingin. napangiti ako na alanganin na nagsasabing, “pano na yan, tapos na. hanggang dito na lang.” sa ibang blog natin to pag-usapan. hehe.

ayun, tapos na yung ceremony. picture picture na. ang gulo lang namin sa stage. parang, 30 minutes. hahaha. ayun, last moments, last pictures sa high school, huling kalokohang magkakasama.

last day of being a high school student. lots of fun, no tears, a lot of smiles, tons of love, shorter time, bigger worries. hehe. na-speechless ako. wala na akong makwento -____-

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2nd April 2012

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Once you learned how to let go, you’ll learn how to move on.

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31st March 2012

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Why do we have to love someone who doesn’t even love us?

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31st March 2012

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ang dami kong gustong sabihin, ikuwento, i-blog. kaya lang tinatamad ako. hahaha. may mga nasimulan na ko. nasa drafts. pero lahat di pa tapos. hahaha. weird ko lang. ayt. next time na lang. tinatamad pa ko. hehe.

Tagged: personaltamadakoyun

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31st March 2012

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26th March 2012

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ilovebobong:

“Alam mo yung MAHIRAP? yun yung mainlove ka sa isang taong imposibleng maging KAYO.” <//3

ilovebobong:

“Alam mo yung MAHIRAP? yun yung mainlove ka sa isang taong imposibleng maging KAYO.” <//3

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25th March 2012

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Losing interest.

Seriously, I’m losing interest on tumblr now; maybe because I do not have enough time to be on tumblr. It is because every time that I will log on, my mom would come near me and sometimes she would tell me to turn off the laptop. I was like, “are you serious, mom? I haven’t been using it for a few minutes and you will ask me to turn it off already.” But I never did it. Hehe. I’m such a good girl you know. Hahaha. Another thing why I’m losing interest is I do not longer know the reason why I’m here on tumblr. I used to have my reasons. Reasons. But among those reasons, nothing left even at least one. Well, I guess that’s life. My life.

Off to bed. Good night. J  

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25th March 2012

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Not because I am using English as a medium of communication it already mean that I don’t appreciate my own language. Hindi dahil Filipino ang wikang ginagamit ko ay nangangahulugan na agad na hindi ako marunong mag-Ingles.

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